It took me a minute to get on here. I miss you so bad it hurts. I remember all the good times we shared and how you were always there for me. You were and still are my best friend. Rooms4life how you would say, well sing lol. You were my rock, because of you I am coming up on 7 years clean. You were there to pull me out of my darkest times and saved my life. I really wish you were here, but that would be selfish of me right? I know you are in a better place than where we all are now. Save me an oven up there in Heaven for this number 1 chef as you would always say. I love you so much and I know I will see you again one day. Nobody can ever replace you. Ever.
I go out to your grave often and place pretty flowers, sometimes I even bring my guitar and sing your favorite song I did by Janis Joplin (Mercedes Benz). I'm watching over your mom like you wanted and she and I have become so close. I see her as my second mama now. I hope to honor you in the life I live down here and soon will be helping other addicts as a first responder. You are my inspiration and light. The way you loved others and cared for others is irreplaceable.
Love you Brittany. You were one of my best friends since moving to Jackson. I will never forget all the fun we had together. May you Rest In Peace now babygirl.
